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Tuesday
March 22nd, 2005
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Tuesday
March 15th, 2005
2:01pm |
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New Screen Name For Live Journal
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Tuesday
March 15th, 2005
1:48pm |
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mood:  annoyed music: Me Venting to Jeremy on the phone!
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Do iiiiiiiiit!
thirteen random things you like:
1) music
2) jenee' and ryan cuz their funn!
3) people
4) things that smell nice
5) my friends
6) colorado
7) the sun
8) shoes
9) laughing
10) subway
11) self expression
12) colors
13) copper pickle (myband)
twelve movies:
1) rock n roll highschool
2) fight club
3) kill bill volume 1 and 2
4) pulp fiction
5) grind
6) harold and kumar go to white castle
7) all the american pie's
8) american beauty
9) anything with adam sandler
10) pirates of the carribean
11) secret window
12) edward scissor hands
13) nightmare before christmas
eleven good bands/artists:
1) underoath
2) from autumn to ashes
3) ramones
4) led zeppelin
5) my chemical romance
6) the used
7) Radio Pirate DJ
8) the blood brothers
9) hawthorn heights
10) taking back sunday
11) all the local bands of course
Describe ten things about you ... physically:
1) blue/green eyes
2) black hair/brown normal color
3) chubby
4) pretty ugly
5) boys have penis's, girls have vaginas, gotta love kindergarten cop.
6) i have a nice smile or so i've been told
7) people say i have a rockstar ass
8) sometimes i feel short!
9) i have a purple scar on my back from my surgery when i had cancer
10) i hate shaving because of razor burn!!!!!!
nine good friends:
1) Jenee'
2) Ryan
3) cooper
4) cody
5) scooter
6) Ashley
7) things 1 & 2
8) angie
9) riley
i could go on and on, no particular order.
eight favorite food/drinks:
1) water
2) chai
3) orange juice
4) smoothies
5) salads
6) italian food
7) apple pie
8) fruits
six things that annoy you:
1) cheating guys
2) fake people
3) rap music for long periods of time, good for dancing though
4) Mental/creative blocks
5) boredom
6) rude waiters
five things you touch everyday:
1) my guitar
2) my cd player
3) my hair
4) a door knob
5) this computer lately
four shows you watch:
1) rock countdown today
2) i watched american idol the other day
3) Lost on wednesday!
4) .... i don't watch much tv.
three things you wear every day:
1) pants
2) a shirt
3) funn sox
two celebrities you have a crush on:
1) none
2) none
one person you love:
1) i can't pick just one, i love you all. |
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Thursday
March 3rd, 2005
3:50pm |
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<td>You are a hoe.
You are characterized as being used by others, when in fact it is the other way around. You are secretive, especially around those you care most about. Even though you are always one take control of situations, people can sometimes bring down your self esteem. But don't worry. You have the opposite sex to make all of your dreams come true. Just don't be too dependent on your lover... he may be only using you to tend to his crops.
Most Compatible with: Toilet Paper, and Toenail.
Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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Thursday
February 24th, 2005
5:15pm |
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Febuary 23 05…just listen to the screaming…
My world came crashing down around me…and I couldn’t feel a single tear until I was alone with it to think…sitting there on my bed stairing into the pictire,trying to find the cry for help. Trying to hear the screaming inside… all is silent. Until the window shatters and glass is falling down around me. I pick some up and stab it into my veins…as the blood falls down my eyes the phone rings…I take a step forward. Pick it up. Crying on the other line tells me that this is not a nightmare and what we are facing is reality.
…I hear more screams. Screams that differ. The door opens and in comes mike. He looks at me. Sits on my bed. And screams. She shuts the door and locks it…screaming. More screaming… anger. Mike gets up. Pauses. Charges at the door. The door breaks in. mike screams holding his hand. …taking a step back I cover my face feeling the warm tears…This is my life.
The door slams. Mike is leaving again.. hes gone. I go in my room and shut the door. Throw myself on my bed as “vivica” plays. I cry… not holding back. I have noone. I stair at the pictures on my wall and see all the faces…one looking away. Its him, and it hits me all over again.
Im sorry..
….RIP Randy
_..Hollie! |
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Wednesday
February 23rd, 2005
3:51pm |
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mood:  high music: techno
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Our relationship
1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. If so,mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:
Appearance
Do you like my-
12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:
Do think I'm-
22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:
Personality
Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:
Would you..
31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Have sex with me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:
What would you do if..
40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:
In the last week have you..
50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to have sex with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me?
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:
Have I..
61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:
Are you..
68. Happy you know me?:
69. Going to post this is your journal so I can answer it?:
70. Done with this survey?:
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Monday
February 21st, 2005
12:24pm |
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last night my mom said i could drink at a family party cuz she felt bad cuz i'm the only one not 21 now...so...i wasnt really that excited cuz im not much of a drinker...well i got fairly bored so i took my medication and waited about 30 minutes and started killing several beers...i believe in total i killed 5 plus my cousin asked me to finish hers and i took 4 shots with my family on an empty stomach...later that night my friend picked me up and i stubbled into their house...we smoked bong after bowl, cant even remember how much we smoked but i remember the time that i wasnt passed out i was having a bowl, bubbler, or bong handed to me that needed to be smoked....and i have to say i was out of my head last night and spent the morning with the spins, shakes, and bonding with the toilet...although i was really hung over...my hung over cleared up by around 1pm and spent the rest of the day laying next to my cutie just talking and relaxing so... i've finally come to grips with a few things in my life and i've finally excepted that im a functional drug addict...but is being a drug addict bad?...Im functional in society and i can support my habbit without interferring with daily life....I like drugs...it's just who i am. some people are doctors who help people or addicted to sex, or paint or read to give them peace in mind. I take drugs for my peace in mind. Im just a fucked up girl trying to find a little peace in mind and my place in life. is that so wrong? if it isnt...then why do people act like it is or that it matters. We're all going to die one day. whether it's today or tomorrow or several years from now...it doesnt matter how you die, it's going to happen anyway, we're all going to the same place, in the ground, a place where memories and thought doesnt exist, but lets believe in an after-life shall we?...to ease the painful thought of our destination. I dunno. I dont know what to think about those things sometimes. |
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Saturday
February 19th, 2005
5:12pm |
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>DIRECTIONS:
>
>Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and do not
>spoil the fun. Copy
>this
>entire e-mail and paste it onto a new e-mail that you
>will send. Change
>all
>of the answers so that they apply to you. Then send
>this to a whole
>bunch of
>people you know INCLUDING the person who sent it to
>you. The theory is
>that
>you will learn a lot of little known facts about those
>who know you.
>Remember to send it back to the person who sent it to
>you. Try it, it's
>fun.
>Get to know your friends better. Make sure you read
>the instructions
>above
>and have fun.
>
>1. What time is it? 5:03 pm.
>2. Name: Hollie Wilkinson
>3. Hollie Lynn Wilkinson
>4. Nickname(s): Hollie Ollie Oxenfree, sissy, holl
>5. Candles on your last birthday cake: 15
>6. July 25th 1989
7.Pets: 1 doggy, and 3 Kitties
>8. Hair color: brown and bright red like a crayon
>9. Piercing: 2 in each ear
>10. Eye Color: changing....usually shades of green
>11. Hometown: milford
>12. Current Residence: hartland
13. Favorite Food(s): Strawberries
>14. Been to Africa? nope
>15. Been toilet papering? yes
>16. Loved somebody so much it made you cry? yeah,
17. Been in a car accident? multiple
>18. Croutons or bacon bits? croutons
19. Favorite Day of the Week: Friday/Saturday
>20. Favorite word or phrase: I want a penis can i borrow yours
>21. Favorite Restaurant: olive garden
>22. Favorite Flower: black roses23. Favorite Drink: smirnoff twisted
>24. Favorite sport: Tackle/touch football
>25. Favorite ice cream: Cookies and Cream
>26. Disney or Warner Brothers: BOTH
>27. Favorite fast food restaurant: Mc Dildos
>28. What Color is Your Bedroom Carpet? Blue
>29. How many times did you fail your drivers test? none
>30. Before this one, whom did you get your last email from: My lil sister in wixom
>31. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
>HotTopic or Borders
>32. What do you do most often when you are bored? Sleep, Wrestle w/ my friends, watch pointless movies
>33. Most annoying thing people ask me: What's Wrong?(if i care enuff to tell u then u'll know)
>34. Bedtime: whenever
>35. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest? you
>36. Who will NOT respond to this email? tu madre
>37. Favorite TV show(s): CSI, viva la bam
>38. Last person you went out to dinner with? heather
>39. Head or Heart? Heart
>40. Ford or Chevy? Chevy
>41. Last person you kissed? jeremy
>42. Time you finished this e-mail? 5:16 pm |
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Thursday
February 17th, 2005
1:35pm |
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mood:  envious music: talking to ryan
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Thursday
February 17th, 2005
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OMG i absolutely hate my fucking family my mom is a bitch i cant stand being in her house anymore she drives me insane everytime i come home she atomatically thinks that ive been out doing drugs or drinking especially last ngiht i came home and went straight to bed at 10 and she was like omg you were out smokin weed and drinkin again werent you i was like wtf are you talking about? shes being so gay i hate her so much!!!! grrrr! why does my family have to think so low of me they think im a whore they think all this bad shit and what they dont know they dont like so wtf is their problems but i gtg bell is gonna ring ill update more in 6th hour |
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Monday
February 14th, 2005
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Monday
February 14th, 2005
12:37pm |
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♥happy valentine's day♥ |
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Friday
February 11th, 2005
9:15pm |
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mood:  Damn Groundings suck music: metal pizza
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Friday
February 4th, 2005
1:55pm |
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mood: high music: Blue Berry Yum Yum! - Ludacris
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hey kidds it seems like forever well heres how life is goin....................
i hate school exaept for my new friend jenee shes so sweet! we are going to fervilles winterfest this weekend and we are gonna spend the weekend at her place with dale and sam i dont know them but its all good! tonight is a concert at sum church a bunch of local bands will be there o i have to get my cd back from riley asap i forgot it in his truck AGAIN! lol i always leave stuff in his truck! lol OMG wednesday me paul riley stephanie megahn and cassie were hangin out and paul wanted to robotrip and he didnt feel good after takin 20 robotussin and he ate chicken at the coffee beanery well he didnt feel so well and puked on the bus and got it on my shoes and cassies shoes. i was so mad but i felt bad because he got sick! we had fun tho but when we stoped at the tanning place to meet steph meg and cassie i was getting out of the truck and hit my knee on the bar that the seat slides foreward on and i gouged my knee it hurt so effin bad but the lady in entertainment tonight was like ignoring me completely so paul was like" ma'm do you have any papertowel or kleen-ex? her knee is bleeding." she was like "o yea hold on!" and gave me the entier effin roll grrrr sum people are stupid!!! but yea sum 1 call me because im grounded for like forever and i cant even go to church my mom found out that i threw away my report card weel didnt throw it away ripped it up and pushed it out the window of rileys truck on pauls street! lol ok kidds i gotta bounce i will talk to yall later <3 ya Hollie |
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Wednesday
February 2nd, 2005
1:23pm |
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OH my effin god im so freekin sore i had gym and the work out from hell yesterday be back later to update more <3 |
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| A poem about chris |
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Friday
January 28th, 2005
1:21pm |
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i found this poem and started crying last nite!
i borrowed gods hand
in my sorrow, and held it
till the tears went away,
i said i will return it tomarow just let me hold it today
somehow time has slipped through my fingers; (i feel thats the way he planned it)
the feel of his presence still lingers --
i cant let go of gods hand
-chery upchurch |
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| R.I.P christopher we all miss you |
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Thursday
January 27th, 2005
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mood: depressed music: my teacher talking
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im sad today is exactly 2 years from when my cuzin killed himself and it is hard to deal with cuz everyone is like o im so sorry im so sorry and i hate it so i havent talked to anyone all day and i cried all night last night because i miss him so effin much but there is ntohing i can do about it it blows!
</3 Hollie |
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